Not the bad porn script you were expecting, I swear. š
So hereās one for fans of grey areas.
SO has brought two daughters and a son into our relationship. Theyāre all young adults now. We generally get along well and Iām a trusted third party and, according to the then-minor younger daughter, a good source for pregnancy tests and the such ābecause youāre the least likely to freak outā.
Weāre generally a very open and judgement-free family, and Iām immensely proud of the fact that the kids feel comfortable talking freely about love and sex with both of us despite their ātraditionalā catholic indoctrination upbringing. Weāve established that we can talk about anything but wonāt go into detail about their or my personal preferences. This works very well and thereās a lot of trust. Whenever their motherās not around, the kids talk to me about whateverās on their mind (anything really, not just love/sex stuff).
Thereās one thing that makes me slightly uncomfortable though, and Iām not sure if Iām the one whoās at fault here. Itās the older daughterās choice of clothing at home. Especially in summer and near the pool, she often walks around in a t-shirt or scant bikini top and panties whose front just about covers the crack and whose back leaves nothing to the imagination.
Iām very happy that sheās both happy enough with her body and feels comfortable enough around me to walk around this way. Especially the former has been a bit of work on her motherās part.
Now my own background is that I come from a very uptight family myself (sex is an evil and shameful thing that the wife endures because she owes it to her husband) but am very open now (swinger clubs, former co-host for BDSM meetings etc.). I also have a minor degree in both communication and sex therapy.
Still you never entirely shake off an upbringing based entirely on shame and guilt, and occasionally thereās a situation that instinctively makes me uncomfortable, but upon closer inspection I conclude that it really shouldnāt.
Iām currently trying to figure out whether this is one of those false-alarm situations, and it really bothers me.
On the one hand, āyou donāt wear that kind of outfit in front of men youāre not biologically related to.ā
On the other hand, why not? She should be able to wear whatever sheās comfortable with in the privacy of our home. And you canāt make a request such as ādress more modestlyā without it smelling of misogyny.
On the other other hand, it would definitely be inappropriate for her to walk around entirely in the nude, so thereās got to be a line somewhere.
(Let me add that sheās never even remotely tried anything, and I really donāt think of her in āthatā way, so thatās not the issue.)
TL;DR: Adult stepdaughter sometimes wears revealing clothes, makes me uncomfortable, not sure if itās supposed to. Nothing fishy going on.
EDIT: Wow, so much food for thought. I donāt think Iām going to be able to reply to everyone individually, but Iāve come to realize that what makes me uncomfortable is probably the idea that she or other people around us might feel uncomfortable, and in the classic stepfather-stepdaughter constellation I could be seen as a potential āperpetratorā, which Iād need to protect myself against. So itās really just mostly me worrying about what other people might think (but probably donāt).
But the point is, if sheās comfortable thereās really nothing tangible for me to worry about.
Also, donāt tell your wife or daughter what youāre going through unless you canāt control it and need intervention from them.
They may think less of you for it but no one is perfect, and no one is expected to be perfect, but itās hard to explain to people the simple truths of these things without them judging you on their own criteria, and it would be rare to be in a situation where you can freely express your feelings of physical attraction to your step daughter without it seeming like a fetish kink perversion type thing and not as an involuntary neuronal activation response.
This is a really weird assumption that he has some hidden
pedophilesexual urges just because he doesnāt want to see someoneās genitals.Youāve misread that entirely. Thereās no mention of pedophilia anywhere.