This script is a follow up to my previous submission (https://lemmynsfw.com/post/2922552)

The setting and characters are the same, just a few sessions later.

This one slowly gets more intense and less ā€œethicalā€ on the therapists part!!!

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so your assignment was to abstain from orgasming for a week. how did that go?

ok, good! even during their lovemaking sessions? you were able to stop yourself before it was too late? good! how did that feel?

mhm. i could imagine. i know that would be frustrating, but i want you to think about your interest level during those sexual encounters compared to when you climax. how do they differ?

exactly! your interest in their encounter remained higher than if you had finished! you see? thatā€™s the point!

i am also counting on that level of frustrated arousal for our session today. it will be crucial for you to be in that state of mind as we discuss the next stage in your relationship.

so tell me, two months ago,when i told you to close your eyes and picture his cock, what did you feel?

thatā€™s right, you felt a lot of anger, a lot of frustration and impotent rage. and thatā€™s ok. but now, i want to revisit that image, with the benefit of time and your week of self denial.

weā€™ve done these guided meditations before, but today we are going to introduce someā€¦ aides. first, i would like you to, if you feel comfortable, strip and put on these underwear.

no, hahaha, these arenā€™t mine, iā€™ve bought them for our work together. i do like these though, but i was thinking of you when i picked them out

now how does it feel as you put these on? how does it feel as the silky material slides over your penis? mhm?

interesting. they make you feel more exposed than being naked?

now turn around for me. ok i need you to pull these all the way up. these arenā€™t your boxers, theyā€™re are supposed to ā€œride upā€. just likeā€¦ this. see? do you feel how the material disappears between your butt cheeks? i want you to focus on how it feels when i tug on the back of them, when i sort of pull you around by the panties. do you feel them tugging directly on your anus? does that make you feel vulnerable? good. that is what they are supposed to do.

now iā€™d like to draw your attention to something. you said you had not been able to achieve an erection after several days of edging and denial? thatā€™s not uncommon butā€¦

well look at you now! your little penis is rock hard and straining agaisnt the material of the panties! and is thatā€¦ a wet spot? you are dripping!

thereā€™s no need to be ashamed! there is no ā€œwrong wayā€ to respond to this experience. i want you to move past shame and into curiosity, if you can. you donā€™t have to have any definite answers right, now, but as we continue i want you to remain open to what these sensations are bringing up for you, and why it might be so arousing.

i almost got you high waisted panties, just in case your erection would pop out over the top of these, but these brief cuts are doing a fine job keeping you covered!

ok, so now for our second aide. iā€™ve also brought this dildo for our work. i picked this out based on your description of his cock and itā€™s size. does this look about right? mhm?

ok so now iā€™m going to stick this to the wall aboutā€¦ you said he was several inches taller than you? ok so iā€™m going to put it at about your waist level, and i want you to stand in front of it, right up against it, with your penis underneath it. now look down and tell me what you see

mhm, thatā€™s correct, it is big. mhm. you are nowhere near touching the wall with your penis and yet the tip is poking you in the stomach. mhm.

what else do you see? nothing? i want you to think about that. you see his cock and nothing else. your penis has disappeared entirely behind his cock.

i want you to return to this idea as we continue. next to his cock yours disappears. as if there is only one penis in the room.

now i want you to grab the dildo and bend it upwards so it is point towards the ceiling. good. now stand on your tip toes and press yourself agaisnt it. do you see how the shaft begins where your legs part? where is the head? hmm? thatā€™s right, itā€™s on your stomach, quite a bit above your belly button.

can you imagine anything being so deep inside of you? how profound an experience that must be for your girlfriend? hmm?

do you think you have ever felt something as intense as being filled up that much, like she feels, or like penetrating someone so deeply, like he feels? mhm. thatā€™s right, itā€™s not likely, and isnā€™t likely to happen because of certainā€¦ anatomical realities that arenā€™t likely to ever change.

i know that can be an upsetting thought. it might feel like they are sharing this profound, primal experience that you are ā€œlocked outā€ of, forever doomed to watch from the sidelines, but never feel firsthand. i know that can be a lonely thought.

but today we are going to talk about a way in which you can share in that same profound, primal experience, and feel included and close to both of them, if in your own way.

before i explain any further iā€™d like to start with our exercise.

so if itā€™s ok with you, iā€™d like you to close your eyes

thatā€™s good. now i want you to take some big deep breaths, in through your nose, out through your mouthā€¦

good. now i want you to get down on your knees. mhm. the dildo should be right in front of your face. i want you to put your hand on it. what does it feel like?

it feels heavy? interesting. does your penis feel heavy? hmm. no it doesnā€™t l, does it?

can you picture what is attached to this cock? his pelvisā€¦ his swollen testicles swingingā€¦ this muscular thighs. next to them his rippling veiny forearms. his chiseled abs beneath his firm pecs, those broad shouldersā€¦

heā€™s just so much bigger than you in every way isnt he? imagine looking up at him, how far up his string jawline would be. he towers above you.

can you imagine the strength behind those muscles? how much force they could apply at a moments notice? can you think how easily he could pick you up? manhandle you? throw you? do you think you could stop him from doing any single thing he wants? no. thatā€™s right, you could not. how does that feel?

do you feel that intimidation rushing through you? do you feel that electric fluttering in your stomach?

i want you to sit with that. donā€™t run from that feeling. let it wash over you. let if fill you.

i can see your erection pitching a tent in those panties. you are leaking so much now.

so why is it, do you think, that you can feel fear and anxiety mixed with such profound arousal? hm?

this is what it feels like to be a beta in the presence of an alpha. you see, i know you get aroused by your girlfriend, but this is because she has played the role of your alpha until this point. she has held the reigns in your relationship, and the beta in you responds to that.

but you see, she was doing just that. ā€œplaying the partā€ of an alpha. this is not an ideal or sustainable arrangement. she is also not meant to be in charge in a relationship. her natural place is to submit to a strong alpha. not so much in life but specifically sexually. and you have not been able to ā€œfillā€ that role, as it were. snickersso youā€™ve both been playing parts, lacking what you truly need.

until he entered the picture.

she has clearly found her alpha, and submitting to him as brought out her full sexuality, as i know you have witnessed indirectly and first hand, quite a few times. and seeing her so in her body and in herself as a woman, existing exactly as she is meant to exist, clearly arouses you. but what i want to demonstrate today is that you are also responding to something else. you are responding to the presence of *your * alpha.

there can be no greater sexual release for a beta than to submit to an alpha, and you are going to understand this once you can let your guard down.

now, as for the alpha. as weā€™ve discussed, while betas fear and shy away from conflict, alphas thrive on it, and are aroused by it. in fact, the sexual act is not really completed just by mating with a female. to be fully satisfied an alpha needs to mate with that female as a prize for vanquishing a rival male. this is why it is important not just for you to submit to the alpha, but for him to ā€œvanquish youā€ in each of their sexual encounters.

you see, in nature the alpha might vanquish many rival males while in his sexual prime. this ā€œvanquishingā€ would happen just once for you, without your consent, before he took your mate as his own. it would likely have ended with your being injured, maimed, orā€¦ worse.

but we are no longer animals, and this competition and defeat of the beta by the alpha prior to the mating with the female can now be consensual, not to mention symbolic, eventually even ritualistic, allowing you to keep your place in the relationship (as well as your physical well being!).

so what we are going to practice today is your voluntary and symbolic vanquishing by her lover.

so now what i want you to do is to slowly stroke this dildo. i want you to be picturing his cock. good.

thatā€™s good

therapists breathing has become slower and deeper, she seems somewhat distracted

now i want you to put your lips against the tip. can you gather saliva in your mouth for me? yes just like that, moreā€¦ moreā€¦ now let it run out onto the dildo. spread it over the cock and feel it get wet. wet with your spit. good boy.

now take the head into your mouth. feel it fill your mouth. so big, mhm. breath through your nose. good.

now when youā€™re ready i want you to go down on that cock as far as you can. relax your throat and breathe through your nose. gooood. itā€™s ok if you choke a littleā€¦ itā€™s ok to gag, ok hold that, hold thatā€¦ ok and up.

good! take a moment to stop choking. i promise that will get easier in time.

now i want you to put your mouth back on that cock. yes like that, itā€™s ok if you are drooling on it, this is all part of it.

the therapists breathing is becoming more audible

now this time go down, but stop just before you gag. good. now back up, donā€™t let it leave your mouth. good. aaand downā€¦ mhmā€¦ and up. good.

down

up

down

up

good boy.

i want you to visualize everything fading away. starting with you feet. then your legs.

up

down

up

down

then your torso fades away. then your hands fade away, next your arms, your shoulders, finally your neck fades away.

up

down

everything fades away except for this cock, and your mouth.

down

up

down

feel it sliding in and out and in and out

up

down

up

feel your mouth full, empty, full, empty

feel how lonely and sad it feels when itā€™s empty

how full, and safe and good it feels when itā€™s so so full of that cock

in

out

therapist clearly masturbating now

thatā€™s good, no donā€™t open your eyes. keep them closed

good boy

just a cock fucking a mouth. just like itā€™s supposed to. just like it fucks a pussy. like it fucks your girlfriends pussy. just itā€™s supposed to.

can you imagine what she feels when itā€™s all the way inside of her?

try to feel what she must feel. let your mouth be a pussy. let your mouth be a pussy for that cock. make it wet and tight and soft for him like your girlfriends pussy is for him.

gooood boy.

doesnā€™t he feel so strong? doesnā€™t he feel so hard in your soft wet mouth? doesnā€™t he feel so big in your tight pussy?

heā€™s so strong, so powerful, so intimidating, and all you want is to please him. you just want his approval. what does he remind you of?

thatā€™s right. say it.

not to me, say it to him. i want you to call him daddy. take his cock out of your mouth and call him daddy.

ask daddy if it feels good. thatā€™s right. tell daddy all you want is to please him.

therapist barely stifling moans

do you like daddyā€™s cock? hm? tell daddy you like his cock. tell daddy your mouth is his pussy, whenever he wants to fuck

yes. yes. good boy. such a good boy.

get your mouth back on that cock.

goood. god you look so good on your knees. you look so sexy in those panties. that ass was MADE for panties. just like that mouth was made for cock. oh god yes. keep sucking it. good boy. this is what you were made for. you were made tk serve bigger, better cocks.

god look at you, bucking those sexy little hips. i bet that feels so good after a week orgasm free, huh? those panties rubbing agaisnt your little penis?

no thatā€™s ok, keep going. buck those hips. no hands! your hands should be on that cock or on those balls. no, you just keep bucking those hips to rub that frustrated little clit against your panties. oh god yes, just like that. good boy.

look at you. look how wet you are. youre getting your panties all wet. just like your girlfriend does when she sees this cock. doesnā€™t this make you feel closer to her? you both make your panties wet for the same cock! this is such a special thing for you to share.

itā€™s ok to moan. let it out. i want you to moan. moan with it in your mouth. god you sound so sexy.

are you gonna cum? huh? are you gonna cum like a good cuckold? are you gonna cum in your panties with his cock in your mouth? huh?

because i gonna - i mean heā€™s gonna cum. your gonna make daddy cum. good boy. i want you to keep humping your panties so you can cum when daddy cums.

oh god heā€™s so close. heā€™s so close. iā€™m - i mean heā€™s gonna cum. imagine him filling your mouth with so much hot thick cum. look up at him. i want you to look him in the eye while you swallow him.

oh god. do it. do it now. cum in your panties. fill them up. fuck. yes. good girl.

therapist getting close to cumming

sorry i meant, good boy. such a good boy. cum for us. show us who you really are. show everybody how you cum for daddyā€™s cock. thereā€™s no hiding any more.

LOOK at you. youā€™re GUSHING into those panties. oh god youā€™re making such a mess.

therapist orgasms

breathing slows and therapist audibly recomposes herself

ok i want you to open your eyes now.

i want you to take a minute and reiterate that there is nothing to feel ashamed of. everything that just happened was natural, and you have nothing to explain to anyone. this is nobodies business, except yours, your girlfriends and her boyfriends. and mine as long as you allow it to be.

iā€™m proud of you. i know that might have been scary but iā€™m glad you stuck with it. you can change back into your boxers and pants. please bring the panties to our next session, washed.

now iā€™m going to give you a couple of assignments.

first, i want you to take care of yourself. you are doing some hard work and i want you to give yourself the space you need to process it. be kind to yourself.

second, i want you to pick out a lingerie set for yourself. the panties i picked out for you are fine but i want to see what YOU feel sexy in. i want you to put some thought into how you wan to present yourself to your girlfriends alpha. you can send me pictures if you want some feedback on your choices before you cross this threshold with your girlfriend and her boyfriend.

ok letā€™s get you scheduled for next week. and remember, no orgasms! i mean, unless a cock is in that mouth!