I’m not so sure that this post belongs here, and I want to clarify: I’m not asking for psychological help of any kind, just sharing my point of view and that’s it.
Well, the title says it all, at my 20’s I’m pretty exhausted of feeling that my life is going in circles and I’m not really sure where I’m going, I’ve read that many people of this age suffer from the same thing but really?
I mean, I’m really tired that humanity is so stupid and will never change and is constantly creating obstacles to make other people’s lives miserable, and I’m sure that will go on until the end of time.
To be precise I do have goals in my life but really the bad things that constantly happen to me and that are unpredictable only take away more and more the desire to achieve those goals, and in the end I really don’t even know why to achieve them and I end up really losing the motivation to achieve those goals.
Thanks for reading.
Very normal comrade. In my 20’s I behaved in psychotic ways because of the stresses of it all, joined the Marines in my desperate attempt to feel accomplished and like I was contributing to something (I was a liberal chud, didn’t know any better because I was raised in it). Fucked me up but good emotionally, and I honestly wish I had a real materialist perspective like you when I was that age. Now I’m not far off from my 40’s and I have to say, my personal life is becoming more rich and beautiful to me. The world is going to shit, and there’s major issues that have yet to resolve for me which may upend my life as I know it - but a lot of times I’m glad I’m here and it feels good to be alive. If there’s anything I would say makes the difference - go find the others irl. Real human connection can bridge an ocean of misery.
Sorry if this is patronizing or not helpful, I’m under the influence rn.