I actually know someone that made estrogen gummy bears before, lol

Though it’d be oral estrogen which isn’t ideal (transdermal and injections are generally better :3c)

My posts seem to duplicate themselves, something is a bit weird, maybe my network is bad, or hexbear is overloaded with the whole debate stuff

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Cute :3

Hey, Clover here, your gay catgirl amateur chemist, doing okay-ish, probably a year or so until I can get away from my current situation.

Anyway, wanted to update on the estrogen gel guide I was writing: it is being written very slowly, within hyoerfocused nights for a few hours, interspersed every few weeks

I’ve got it basically done as a first draft, only one section is missing, and the accompanying excel sheet with all the calculations

After that it’d still need to be read by people a bit and edited for clarity and to fix any mistakes

I estimate maybe a month or two before I get to that step though, depending on how much my brain cooperates

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Possibly unwanted advice, sorry if so.

I can recommend IPL at home, if it works for your skin tone and hair color, it makes the hair grow back thinner, though I started out with extremely thick and dark hair, so my results are probably better than most people would get

But at home IPL machines aren’t that expensive and are relatively safe, and are far less painful compared to epilating, epilating does work, but it was simply too painful for me to do anything other than arms, probably due to how numerous my body hair was

It does take a few hours every two weeks or so, but that’s not too much time, and you can continue shaving normally (as opposed to epilating where you need to let the hair grow out)

made-in-china is a pretty good global supplier, here’s an excerpt from the guide

alright, I’ll remember to post it here when I finish it

I solved this for myself using an app called librera, I set the font to one I find easier to read and the text size is very big and scrolls down instead of pages, I also use the integrated tts ability, I like tts voices after tweaking them enough to make them sound nice

So that’s how I’m reading unjust depths, it’s worth the read

I’ve started E about 40 something days ago, I feel good about it, the mental effects are nice, and I’m seeing some physical effects already which is also good

I’m doing estrogen monotherapy using gel, homemade, and it has been working well as far as I can tell, I haven’t gotten any blood work done but I’m planning on it soon

I’m also experimenting with a different form https://stickies.neocities.org/stickies buccal absorb type things, I made some without estrogen and they seem to stick on very well and dissolve slowly, but it’s kind of uncomfortable, I don’t know if I’d get used to it or not, so not sure whether to make dosed one or not.

Speaking of guides, I’m writing a guide on how to make gel at home, not 100% sure where I should post it when I’m done, but it’s gonna be more thorough than anything I found while doing research to make my gel

She’s just like me fr fr

Gonna start calling myself a thinktank and writing transhumanist sci-fi seeseepee fan fiction

I’m thinking out loud a little here but I think that the decision is “I don’t take care of myself” (a behaviour driven by their dysphoria) which then manifests into “I still wouldn’t take care of myself when I transition” which then manifests to “I shouldn’t transition because I would suck as a woman”. Part of the miscalculation here is that they don’t realise that being happier in their bodies would also drive them to greater care of themselves.

no need to call me out like this 😔

so what i don’t understand is how prions can be resisted

basically all prion diseases that we know of are not curable and have a 100% fatality rate

and whether the epidemiology of a prion disease is about who ingests/receives an incorrectly folded protein

well, it can depend on some things, like for example if there was a difference in how well your body worked without that certain protein being functional compared to another person who is less resilient when this particular protein doesn’t work well, it’s kind of the reason why the incubation period varies so widely, the build up and conversion from good proteins to misfolded ones isn’t instant and takes time, so until that build up gets to a level where it causes symptoms we just don’t know that the person has anything wrong with them

or about individuals with particularly… foldable? proteins getting a prion and developing an illness that others wouldn’t.

there’s variation between people of course, but no if a prion is a certain protein and you expose it to proteins of the same kind it makes them misfold, maybe certain people have a different variation of that protein that does the same job but is structured a little differently so it’s not as susceptible or at all even, but that’s speculation on my part, I haven’t read deeply into this particular topic, generally speaking research into prion disease is still very inadequate, it’s very rare, and is always fatal, so it’s kind of hard to do research on

i’m particularly confused because the immune system isn’t involved, is it?

yeah the immune system can’t really fight it typically, because the protein matches the ones that the body uses, there isn’t much to tip it off since the immune system doesn’t look at protein folding, it looks at what proteins, sugars, and other molecules something has, in fact, the immune system can actually help the prion disease move into the body and reduce the incubation period as was seen in this study on rats, https://sci-hub.se/https://doi.org/10.1006/clim.2000.4875

oh also, not every exposure would mean 100% getting infected, especially since the propagation of the misfolding isn’t instant and takes time, so if those proteins get disposed of and replaced before they can spread (as the body naturally does dismantle and rebuild lots of proteins) then you wouldn’t get infected

though keep in mind that these are rare diseases, that affect like 1-2 people per million worldwide every year, some of those cases are due to infection (acquired), some are due to genetic issues that are inherited, meaning the body itself makes misfolded proteins sometimes due to genes being coded with a bad mutation in the area that codes for that protein, and some are just sporadic, meaning one protein just decides to misfold because it got built slightly wrong cause that person is extremely unlucky and then it spreads

more reading here https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC4890484/

generally speaking, not something you wanna ever risk the chance of making more common

first of all, the game is alright, and second there isn’t actually any sex, it’s just a horror game with an extremely abusive manipulative sister/brother dynamic where there are a lot of fucked up things that happen like eating the neighbor, sacrificing souls to a demon, etc, near the end of the game there’s a choice you can make that is that the sister gets more serious about making sure her brother is only hers and that implies incest, for some reason people on twitter got really mad at the inclusion of incest as a topic when it’s very obviously not an endorsement but a bad theme like all of the others the game gets into

testing for prions, especially for ones that you don’t know of yet (which can develop at any time in any person due to the nature of prions, but that’s very very rare) is extremely difficult, when mad cow disease is detected in a cattle herd you cull the herd, it isn’t worth it, the risk is far too high, and prions cannot be removed through anti-biotics or any kind of treatment, the only way to destroy them is denaturation through burning

prions are misshapen proteins that ‘spread’ in that when they touch the normally shaped proteins of the same kind they can cause them to become misshapen in the same way too, and being misshapen means this protein can’t do its job, and when it’s job is keeping your brain working or doing other important biological functions, you can see where issues arise

someone who was healthy at the end of their life may have prions in their body that were dormant and did not show symptoms, the longer you live the more likely you are to have proteins become misshapen, most are harmless and wouldn’t spread anyway, and most people die without developing anything to do with prions because of just how unlikely it is to happen

but in the rare chance someone’s body produces a misfolded protein that is both infectious and affects an important biological function then that extremely small chance would be buried in the ground or incinerated the majority of the time, but if more people practiced cannibalism then that protein would have a field day as it spread to the first person and then through blood contact spread to others, because a lot of prion disease is slow acting and/or has a very long incubation period (multiple years)

so not practicing cannibalism makes it a lot less likely for an untreatable deadly prion disease to materialize

on discord on linux you can’t screenshare with desktop audio, I think this might be already fixed in newer electron versions (but discord is closed source and has not updated their electron in a long time)