He says he’ll give me cash on Monday. But a friend of mine is saying I should insist he does a transfer in case he plays dirty. I would like to believe he wouldn’t play dirty but I don’t know anymore now after how he’s been acting towards me. It’s weird I feel so much heartbreak over the friendship 😭

Thank you for helping me break it down like that and seeing it that way.

Well I decided to lend him money because this trip involved hobbies that B is very passionate about. In the past, I was sometimes unable to go to things that I was passionate about because of my disability. And honestly it was really bad for my mental health because those things were the only thing that gave my life any meaning. And I didn’t want B to feel that way so I lent him money. I did not lend D any money.