I’m a bit over 40 and have moved fully to the left just in the past years. Getting a better paying job has just made me see the contradictions better.
As long as you are aware of the brainworms around you, they can’t get to you.
I also very much choose to focus on humanity, in my choice of media and in the things I pay attention to. I’d much rather make a note of the person helping someone else cross a street than a person behaving selfishly, because it matters. I feel the most nihilist people around me just pick and choose the most negative things that affirm their already shitty worldview to justify and uphold said worldview and through that their own apathy and lack of kindness.
We have renewed our passports for sure. The only other option here is just doing ideology atm, no material analysis whatsoever. Just today I saw a political lib post about how groundbreaking it is to consider how right wing populism is about rhetoric and how with rhetoric they are getting all this support.
The leftish parties just point at these rightwing nuts in outrage with no alternatives given, and then move on to the next outrage. They aren’t engaging in an analysis of the material conditions of these movements because if they did, they would get an answer they don’t like. And this is why I think things are going to get very bad before they get better.