low dose ketamine?
low dose ketamine?
take me back to 2022 where i was in a one sided, unreciprocated, delusional, obsessive relationship but at least those delusions drove me to see a dentist for the first time in a decade, go out to concerts/shows, expand my social circle, and generally improve my quality of life
idk if it’s the disease itself or just the fact that i got it a third time but i think this last bout of covid has actually cooked my brain. i’ve been getting mood swings, irritability, thoughts of self harm, trying to sabotage relationships, etc. and i can’t fucking self medicate since i operate heavy machinery at work and am under familial supervision while at home. all i want is to have a cathartic crying/screaming meltdown but i can’t even tear up.
literally have become one of those people who just posts about their mental illness online that 17 year old me would have made fun of
well my train of thought was that they haven’t responded to my texts in months and we have been drifting prior to that, they are more preoccupied with other friends, family, work, and other activities, and i felt i was putting too much into relationships where i’m where in the periphery of their social circle
taking these things into consideration, i figured it was a new year and time to move on
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how easy is it to get on antidepressants assuming i haven’t seen a medical professional in a decade and have crappy insurance?
bodenga
welcome to the club!
ultraleft in bio?
opinion dismissed
still gonna try that garbage
when I worked retail we would begin receiving Christmas stock in June and the displays would start being setup in September
Halloween displays would have been up for at least a month by now
i’m not like those other sneakerheads i say as i import Chinese knockoffs for 1/10 the price
me and the fam after my brother gets arrested for drunk driving (I also drive drunk)
posadist praxis obviously
some thoughts for y’all this morning:
I’m probably remembering this incorrectly but I think Fanon talks about a sort of mental crisis that happens when a colonized people internalizes what the colonizer says and does to them. These ideas can be loosely applied to the experiences of immigrants and their children, particularly those that do not find a community similar to their previous one in their new home. They can find themselves having one culture at home and a different one at school/work. This can create a sort of “split identity” since you can have contradicting experiences when moving between the two cultures.
Now layer on top of this the “identity splitting” experience of autism and it’s correlated gender issues. Throw race into the mix and you’ve got yourself a nuclear weapons grade identity crisis. You can just pick and choose what to identify as since it’s all social constructed anyways but that can put you in real danger while not necessarily allowing you to live your most authentic self.
Personally, I’m surprised I’ve never had an identity crisis that spiraled out of control. I’d love to hear anyone else’s thoughts
Yeah the fact that they don’t have a degree in an explicitly psych-related field and have consultation/workshop stuff to buy on the frontpage of their website gives me some grifter vibes or is at least kinda sus
I’m just leery of being overly critical of anticapitalistic POC in majority white spaces since it can be very easy to nitpick someone who is largely right but is missing some fundamental bits
I’ve read some of this person’s stuff on their substack and I don’t think that their point is that therapy is bourgeois, even though this tiny bit out of context can seem that way
I think most of us would largely agree with they have to say about how psychiatry is fundamentally a capitalist/colonial institution
My only big critique is that they take their anarchist based thinking to the conclusion of being against “authoritarian” leftists but outside of that, I think they’re right for the most part and should be engaged with in good faith
Anyone else’s para social relationship with this website so bad that you daydream about posting and venting on here?