probably would have snagged it and just like, hung around a bit and kept an eye out for the owner, were I broke.

genuinely want to buy some

what is wrong with me?

Good info to have out there! There’s a 0.0% chance of me switching to Windows, but if you’re going to run it this is the best way to do it.

Also might want to change the shitter links to xcancel.com or something so that people can see the whole thread without having an account at that torment-nexus-ass website

we are only 2 comments behind news mega

I heard people straight up think that maddy was like, crazy and wrong and trying to get her to commit suicide together, or reading the most overtly trans scenes as being her memories/hallucinations not isabel/owen’s so there’s definitely a million ways to misinterpret if you aren’t looking for the transness.

I was with you in terms of hyping it up a little too much the first time and being sort of let down (but also just astonished and devastated that the movie ended when it did). It was almost more impactful the second time but that is probably due to personal circumstances of mine

I read that comment when you posted it! Doing my best to learn I guess, even before I accepted this might be a thing lol

I have no idea if stimulants will work well for me. I’ve definitely used caffeine to self medicate most of my adult life so maybe? But either way I know it won’t be a magic bullet, just one thing to try if a doc recommends it I guess. I honestly don’t know what not being able to mask would look like for me, but I work from home on a computer and have very accepting friends so hopefully the adjustment wouldn’t be too rough? I try not to downplay (or play up) my own struggles but all things considered I’ve lived a pretty chill life I feel like. Lots of self-repression and some serious struggles socially at times but you know, not outright horribly traumatic? So maybe that helps idk.

Thanks for your prolific support and advice all over the site! I just got new insurance so I’ll have to see what it will cost to see someone this summer. I hate to say it but I want to see if I can get the ball rolling on this diagnosis stuff without telling them I’m trans… (is that a horrible idea?) Let’s just say I don’t want to be on that list given the way the US is going lately… My gender is none of their business and even barring government action, telling your doctor you’re trans unfortunately seems like an excellent way to get subpar medical care. Or maybe I’m needlessly paranoid but I’d rather be paranoid and wrong than the target of fascist repression or plain ol discrimination.

I still struggle with burnout to this day due to being an overworked IT contractor for years.

hahahahaha ha… ha… fuck

This video finally convinced me I probably have A(u)DHD. I already thought I was on the spectrum probably but didn’t feel any need to go to a psychiatrist for it (I don’t… like or trust them? not for any great reason necessarily I just have an aversion) but if there’s any chance ADHD meds help me I probably owe it to myself to go

I don’t know why this is what did it. probably the fact that the 2 month procrastination jobby is basically what I’m doing with a key part of my day job right now. Ruined my whole weekend and the mental block is still there.

I cant use cashapp but I can give you a bump. let me know if you have something else like paypal or venmo

not in NY but I will bump

oh. on desktop at least it only “breaks” that one tab and re-opening the site in a different tab, or clicking on the homepage and then refreshing both gets it back to working.

Are you using it on a phone with it saved to your homescreen as an app or something?

if you just mean it isn’t following ohms law thats to be expected for a big inductive load. ac gets weird with wattage since with non-resistive loads the current draw will not perfectly align with the sine wave.

becoming a prepper but just for HRT

probably a deleted account then

yeah… I drove cheap worthless cars and have a clean driving record and insurance was still like $700/yr for liability only. In some states you can sorta get away with not having insurance for a little while but its a mess if you get caught. plus idk, $100 registration? cheapest to operate was probably just oil changes and gas but eventually other maintenance will always be needed (tires brakes bulbs, other fluids).

No car is ever cheap really, theres a reason the average cost of ownership is like $6k a year min

I knew a guy that worked at UPS and he said they didnt pull stuff and give it to law enforcement unless it like, broke open and was visibly drugs, or stank of weed bad enough they couldnt pretend not to smell it. But there might be programs at a higher level for cooperation, idk, and I’m sure they cooperate with requests/warrants

on one hand mail has maybe more legal protections against interception, on the other hand ups doesnt give a fuck about you shipping drugs and doesnt have this shit

Once again the title of this paper from 2014 nails zionists:

“Even a Freak Like You Would Be Safe in Tel Aviv: Transgender Subjects, Wounded Attachments, and the Zionist Economy of Gratitude”

(its not actually that relevant in this case, buuuut: zionists and homophobia name a more iconic duo)

you could probably convince me it was lol but no thats a different anna: https://x.com/annakhachiyan

they missed #4

Hasbara: Anyone who even says the word genocide is Hamas