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9 days agoJust finished reading this book. Fantastic book.
Yukiko [she/her]
Don’t be offended if I don’t upbear your stuff. I disabled it for reasons. Just assume I love whatever it is that you posted. 
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Games Workshop just needs to say that either Fabius Bile or Belisarius Cawl reworked some gene seed to work on women. Boom. Done. Seriously not that hard. Cawl created the Primaris and Fabius has been cloning primarchs. They can do it ffs.
15·9 days agoCW: Depression, dysphoria
I have been so godsdamned depressed the last few days that is stemming from some extreme dysphoria that I’ve been feeling with. And yes, regardless of after having had top and bottom surgery, I am capable of becoming dysphoric. I don’t feel genuine. I feel fake. Without having had those experiences I missed on growing up, I feel that I will always be on the outside looking in regardless of what I do. I always see these ciswomen whose experiences I could never emulate and it just kills me on the inside. Yay. I have a vagina, I have breasts, but I’ll never have those experiences. It depresses the hell out of me and it is draining the will to live out of me. I hate it so much. Couple that with feeling of not being capable of fitting in with any trans communities for a multitude of reasons. Further couple that with the crushing depression that’s on and off since my divorce and I just fucking hate life right now. yay
Heavily disagree. Espousing nihilism is self destructive.
Weird balance of feeling from my top surgery from a month and a half ago. My left boob is numb and my right boob is overly sensitive, but only to pain. >:|
I wanna see a transman change his name to Bill Dauterive.
Hm? What do you mean? I had to do this twice, but not for gender. Once for being gay back in the early-00s and then trans way later. The former was far more painful.
You’ll be fine. Might be a little spotty afterwards, but a razor will be able to take care of it no problem. Speaking from experience.
TERFs get the wall. No exceptions.
27·13 days agoFrom Denmark’s vassal to Amerikkka’s vassal. Brilliant play.
Wonder if we can get kitten/kitten’s set up as pronouns.
1·14 days agoHave a Pihole at home. Can’t really take it on the go. Unless the Apple ecosystem has some form of blocker, I just have to deal with it.
Work sucks and no one should have so many meetings in one day. Especially over inane stuff that doesn’t need handled in a Zoom call. Just let me do my job.
This happens with both Android and Apple. I’ve experienced this phenomena with both platforms and I’ve never had their respective voice assistants enabled. They quite literally just do whatever the hell they please. It is quite clear that they’re listening in on everything. And $95M is literally a drop in the bucket to Apple. I guarantee they’ve made more off of this technology than they’re being fined.
I am willing to commit to the statement that Hexbear has the largest pup community in the fediverse.
Look on the bright side everyone. If we make it to 2026, we get to deal with obnoxious USians getting themselves off over the 250th anniversary of the United States.
I don’t think I’ve ever heard of framework until this very moment. I checked them out and they seem pretty nice. Might go that direction instead so I don’t get locked into Apple’s ecosystem. It’s pretty cool building laptops too as I used to repair them all those years ago. Probably will bring me back. We’ll see. Depends on how I feel in a month’s time.
Running Debian 12 on it. I need it for 3D applications and some more processor heavy uses such as compiling personal projects. It’s a 5 year-old, mid-range laptop APU, so it’s not going to be pushing much power regardless.
I haven’t used a Mac in 23 years actually. 2002 with those giant see-through CRTs. Learned to type on them.
CW: Extreme depression, dysphoria
My brain is screaming out in agony tonight. I was watching GDQ and a lot of donations started to come in about how trans folks families were so accepting and supportive. What a stark difference between them and myself where I lost literally everyone except for my mother. I even lost my fucking husband. It’s so painful. I’m so happy others had it better than me, but gods it’s killing me on the inside and I just want to cry. It hurts so much. Sometimes I wish I wasn’t trans and this is one of those moments. I fucking hate everything right now.