Again, you probably want to take this up with a counselor or something. “Chaotic Neutral” isn’t a term that has any meaning outside of a specific style of game. You are now reaching for game terminology to talk about killing all human beings with engineered diseases.
While you’re at it, put your analyst on danger money.
“Simply not understand” what? You don’t actually make a point outside of “people should all die because I’m Chaotic Neutral”. Which is both a non sequitur and, as I said at first, very unhealthy.