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3 days ago
completely agree. i’ve seen some of the worst hate speech in some comments and i’m so much more sensitive about it now too
bolshevikLovelace [she/her]
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yeah… sometimes i have a bit of a problem with hate watching brainwormy shit which becomes a feedback loop
anyways, trying to improve. might try to get in contact with some irl friends since my partner will be gone for a week. honestly probably just need some
a second uninstall has hit tiktok
reason being
i really thought that if i carefully curated my algo then i could avoid the shit that burnt me out in the first place.
while there’s so many trans users on there i’ll miss seeing, the feed equally rewards engaging in content that I like and dislike. end result being a fuck-tonne of radfems talking mad shit about anyone that’s not a cis-white woman. the general uptick in 4b bullshit (australian state media even had a fucking article about it) isn’t helping that either…
so i think the healthiest thing for me to do rn is to just disengage
imma try to work past my lifelong posting anxiety and lurk less, i have gay takes that must be heard
others may have better advice but I can relate to the solution-oriented part. I generally try to just balance it out: too much dysphoria? not enough euphoria. then i go and do something that makes me feel pretty (whilst not looking in a mirror) like painting my nails
dysphoric episodes suck, I hope you feel better soon
11·26 days ago
seeing China’s W’s, maybe we need more corporate commies
i really like Rural Internet - BREAKING UP
drugs
lesbian
two cats
a lot of weed
did i write this?but sounds like a lovely time, how is Spain?
the girl vibing will stop for no one!!!
that’s really good advice, thank you. she’s always been a bit narcissistic, but i don’t really have much else close family.
i’m now a lot more nervous to come out to my grandmother, she’s probably the next closest. i don’t know if i can stomach both of them reacting that way…
and thank you for the support as well, my friends have been amazing but this community is the best ❤
thank you, i hope she does too
cw: sad; transphobic parent
i came out to my mum on the weekend and it didn’t go too well. she’s been pretty selfish with the whole thing and she keeps asserting that she gave birth to a son and doesn’t have a daughter. i’ve blocked her for now, i don’t know how this resolves but i have other people in my life who do actually care about me so i’d rather spend my time with them.
on the bright side i’m out to the majority of my friends now, i’ve switched over all my socials, and my skin is getting softer! i really love being trans, i just wish i didn’t have to deal with any of this other shit…
thank you for the encouragement! it was such a fun night!! my friends were very chill as well
me fr:
10·4 months agoyeah i’ve been seeing the weird red scare bs as of late. i didn’t realise how much dormant union-hate existed here…
fuck Labor, fuck the media - lapdogs of industrial lobby groups
skirts are cute as hell
also
planning on coming out to some friends tomorrow and maybe dressing femme to a venue. i’m scared of psyching myself out cause i have the perfect outfit planned and am sick of letting myself be misgendered
ah that might be good, i got the small ones
first day of hormones today
i’ve been put on patches, are there some patch locations which work better than others?
it’s been like 5 years since i’ve wanted a tattoo and I still can’t decide on what to get
i’m thinking something on my leg…