

Let it go, this will only keep hurting and confusing you if you cling to it. Do the things you love, be your own person, find your own strength, without her. Clinging will only push her away further. But that doesn’t matter, do this for your self.
If something should ever happen again between you, make sure that it does under terms you are fine with, from a position where you can really decide if you want it to or not. Not from a position of need(iness) .
Its fine to be friends but for now I think you need to kill the notion that it will be anything more. Im sorry, I know that sucks. But evey other approach will only make it worse, especially for you! <3
This is the way, well said!