Wishing for my death or a World War. Either will do. Because FML or this world.

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Cake day: June 26th, 2023

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  • John Marston before RDR was a terrible person and he was trying run away from his past. He was, eventually, forced to confront his past, specifically to save his family. Of course, he was killed regardless. Despite wanting to redeem himself and living peacefully with his family, he met a violent end. Almost as if the world saying that there is no redemption for him. This story really made me appreciate stories in general and flawed protagonists like John Marston. Perhaps, the story taught me how pointless ‘regret’ is. John had very little control over his life and his death. He couldn’t change his past, nor control his future, which hurt me really deeply. But this is true for everyone of us. And I have learnt not to regret the past. “World might not forgive you for your past mistakes, but you still can forgive yourself.” is my goto mantra.













  • I am a 34 year old who has never been on a date. Not because I am not tall enough. I am 6 ft tall, btw. But because of my general anti-social nature paired with BPD. I am hardly qualified to give dating advice, but I doubt that the right person would care about your height over your other better qualities. Or maybe I am just being romantic.