Trying to quit right now 😁 shit has helped me therapeautize myself but it’s gotten to the point where I need to process my emotions sober. I begin to panic after about 12 hours of not smoking. Clear sign I need to quit. This is after about a year of moderate/heavy (relative to me) daily usage. I can feel it like a oily film over my brain. When life was hell it helped me cope and stay grinding away, but now that things have settled it’s negatively affecting my productivity.

Also, if you want to further your schizomania/have a laugh:

This is all based off my first and secondhand experience:

Some of these people are legit. Many of them are mostly frauds or total frauds. The thing is, it being $200 an hour isn’t a clear indicator in either direction.

I’ve paid (adjusted for pre-COVID inflation) roughly the same amount to psychics and spirit mediums, and my experience ranged from “this was formative and life changing and nobody will believe half of it if I even tried”, to “bits of this felt important and related to motifs or thoughts/feelings I’ve had, but overall questionable and possible even just good coincidence and guess work,” to “this was a complete waste of money towards someone who looks at me with contempt as a score and nothing else.”

I definitely am well aware of the risk of wasting my money when procuring such services. And, truth be told, I’ve had plenty of valuable experiences from friends or strangers that costed nothing. But, I also know that if I could hone my skills and reliably use such powers, I could see myself charging whatever was necessary in order to stay dedicated to the field and not have to work elsewhere.

137 = 444

😂😂😂😂

Why the downvotes?

Here? Nah. I ain’t been here a minute but I find that hard to believe.

I downvote because, unfortunately, average people love insults like “low IQ,” “b!tch,” and many other things that modern socialists find unsavory.

At a certain point we are hurting our own movement by trying to be PC.

There is also no definitive line we draw. You may say that line is with “low IQ,” but someone who claims to be woker than you will say that the origins of stupid, dumb, idiot, moron, etc. are all equally ableist.

Not to mention, we absolutely should be taking an opportunity to impune our enemies as stupid, or as useless/cruel (whatever the implication of “b!tch” was in whatever ya’all are referring to), because, well, they are.

Unfortunately, people will often respond to a dunk better than a graph.

A rare talented one, modern online socialists can be notoriously bad sometimes at making jokes/effective memes, it would be wise to study Stonetoss for lessons to apply to agitprop.

My only experience is having a Tumblr, which is in many ways better than the usual big name social medias, but in many ways is just as poisonous in a very subtle and pernicious way.

Oh man, you would hate working in an American restaurant, especially one like mine where the workers are incompetent and apathetic and regularly pre-cook things I can already tell is not going to be sold before it sits under a heat lamp/steam table for 4 hours and turns into trash, which someone like me would still eat if they didn’t toss it all without asking.

Which, of course, doesn’t compare to my grocery job, although to be fair they do donate a majority portion to a soup kitchen. However, anything damaged/“damaged” or related to fish gets thrown out, I steal some sometimes but it’s ridiculous employees can’t just get free reign to take from the trash.

And neither compare to my brief stint at a junk collector’s job. It is absolutely insane what rich people and commercial businesses throw away here. Luxury goods. My first day we picked up a brand new set of bar furniture made out mahogany and stone, several palettes of unopened bougie soda, an original painting (beautiful), a crystal glass case full of fine china…I took what I could but what I could was not a lot.

Don’t even get me started what I see normal, everyday people throw away casually. I’ve taken food from acquantinces and even strangers plates more times than I can count. I’d rather be seen as gross than pay for food 🤷‍♂️

Trash food ganggggg

Yeah, im not reading all that tankie. Happy for you, or sorry that happened, i guess.

No but jokes aside yeah I catch myself writing something and deleting it midway when I realize what I’m doing. I think there are cases where interacting with such people is worth the effort in a gamble, you know I’m sure out of all the effortposts you’ve made surely a few fell on receptive ears, even if you didn’t see the fruits of your labor. So as an occasional thing I think it is ultimately productive, the most receptive people will be lurkers silently reading who will take multiple interactions with “tankies” before it amounts into a change. But it definitely is not good to do as a habit.

Whatever the reasons the ECOWAS Commander says they need more time, this is great because each day that passes the West starves and grows weaker and less able to wage war.

Their usual favorite imperial siphons are being severed, so they are increasingly turning to unsavory contingencies such as Europe proper, Mexico, Africa. Yet the imperial skeleton has osteoporosis, they may be able to make some truly desperate moves in Europe and next door in Mexico but I think they will find that Africa is not as helpless and readily exploitable as they arrogantly think, especially as Russia and China continue to be involved in the continent.

I wonder if anti-imperialist regional powers like South Africa and Iran will be involved in any way. Alone they would struggle to thwart Western imperial ambitions but with their weight all together I think they could turn this from an inevitable Western defeat into a swift and clean one.

TLDR on Ghostmayne, I don’t know his music like that so I can’t say.

What I CAN say is that on one hand, I really like dark alt rap shit, I myself make some and a lot of my favorite artists make some. But I don’t like darkness for the sake of darkness, especially if it’s people just saying vile shit but who have never actually lived through anything they rap about.

A lot of people from the whole $uicideboys side of the genre tend to be toxic bratty vapid edgelords with no real life experiences or perspective so I reflexively hesitate around anybody whose name floats around those spaces. I will say i have liked songs from both GM and $Bs, just not a LOT of their peers.

It would be cool to hear more occultism in alt rap, but as it stands I feel like most of the occult stuff in alternative society is just aesthetic showboating and consumerism.

I am very flattered you thought of me, apologies for lateness.

Lil Darkie is socially progressive, anti corporate, anti wokeism/political correctness, hyper individualist, libertarian/anarchist. He’s mixed Indian from the Bay area and is openly and proudly bisexual.

His frame of thought is not entirely dissimilar from many in the dark/hard side of alt rap. Yes, they know bits and pieces of pretty based stuff like MKULTRA, but they also unironically believe in some vague foggy idea where China is a dictatorship. He’s an edgelord so it is unsurprising he would joke about being a dictator, with the issue being the people he thinks are dictators are…not dictators lol.

His song “Big War” is pretty based. He definitely has some based moments. But he also has a lot of cringey anarchist and “both sides suck!” sort of rhetoric. If asked I’m not sure what he would identify as politically, if anything he would probably say that political labels are meaningless and cringe. He has a genuinely good heart and he’s not stupid by any means, but his politics are pretty hit or miss, I always suspend my political qualms when I listen to Lil Darkie.

He’s the type of guy who constantly says the n-word as a light skinned mixed Indian guy, saying it’s “just a word” and it will help dilute it’s power; imo I suppose there are worst rationalizations but, let’s be real, it’s also probably because he just doesn’t like being told what to do or not to do because he’s a rebellious little edgelord lol.

I’m less concerned about his politics, iffy though they are, and more concerned with how his very white audience is using him and the other POC edgelords of Spidergang (his music collective) as a pass to have even worse politics and behaviors. I’ve also talked to and done business with two white members of Spidergang and, well, I was even less impressed with the vibes I got from them.

Fun related side story:

I spoke to him briefly on Twitter a few years ago to tell him there were internet Nazis all swarming his posts. It was at the height of BLM protests, he posted a drawing he did of multiracial fists all raised in solidarity, and the most liked reply was a Nazi editing it to make it look like all the fists were stroking an NPC-grey colored dick with a caption that said “multicultural handjob,” obviously implying racial solidarity = Jew lovers.

I mentioned it, he was really guarded and I could tell he was used to people coming at him aggressively to try and “cancel” him or whatever. He did listen to me explaining what a “dogwhistle” was and the context behind the meme, but, ultimately, his final take to me was, “I’m not responsible for how people react to my music.” Which out of context sounds like a reasonable philosophy, but within context it felt…like…idk dude…you seriously care 0% that the most liked reply to your wholesome racial solidarity meme is a Nazi meme?

I have no idea where he or his cult fan base are at these days, I haven’t really been in touch with his music for a year or two. Hopefully they sorted that Nazi problem…hopefully.

I have a lot of criticism of his half-baked politics but I can assure you he isn’t racist. His character is not a Sambo–although he certainly likes stirring controversy from it being easily mistaken as that–its some sort of figure from Hinduism; he’s Indian, he has various references to Hinduism both lyrically and visually elsewhere.

And yet another example of anticommunist leftists trying to pull gotchas at me because they didn’t bother looking past a headline, thanks ya’all

Honestly can’t tell the difference between the two groups when it comes down to it

Cacistan 😂😂😂

I think there is definitely a difference between anarchists who want the same generally better world that we do and anarchists who want Mad Max style civilizational collapse