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9 months agoLack of spoons and depression. 
magi [null/void]
Disembodied void goblin queer gender accelerationist, always watching
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Cake day: November 3rd, 2023
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All we can do is try to move foward…
I hope yours lifts soon 
I struggle to post with it but I do feel a little better today, compared to the past two weeks, don’t have many spoons though so I’ll see if I don’t go back to lurking and just keeping a watchful eye.
Hoping blue isn’t a one off
Depression and drawing a line under things to move forward.
You cant even buy Battle for Middle-earth games anymore!
At least they can be procured, enjoyed and kept up to date by the community
I regret getting laser, because a thatch of armpit hair on a woman is actually really hot. It offsets the softness.
Shame the book isn’t up to much…
3·9 months agoThank you <3
I’m sorry this is late, I have been pretty depressed and unable to post. I seen your cute dust sprite and want to say they are very cute and pretty. Give them a wee scritch for me c:
Having lot’s of fun with their toys c:
Release the Kraken! ^^ all business there by the looks of things lol
Looks like they had a relaxing day c:
Glad that he is willing to work with you, plus bring some ideas. Sounds a little more positive than the last, thankful for that.
I wish people would stop assuming too
I’m saving this
spoiler
Yeah I was mixing it up with that, I thought I was done with the big long periods of it, bit of a shock realising that I’m still doing it. I worry about it a lot too :/
more goblins and gremlins please
trauma/dissociation
I think mine was to escape my reality but now it is automatic it is so engrained. I have noticed some flare up recently but I am unaware of a trigger and I know I also have issues with my monotropism being so strong theres a bit of overlap. I have been having small auto pilot moments recently and put that down to forgetfulness forgetting about dissociation completely but I was thinking through all the recent things hence my earlier post and I feel shaken with that realisation.
it often feels like my ‘body mind’ and my ‘conscious mind’ work on mostly parallel tracks, where sometimes they do not align, if that makes sense?
makes perfect sense to me c:
trauma dissociation
I haven’t met many people like I have had very heavy dissociation for 30 years and no friends or family to talk about it. I can’t remember some years or when family members passed away, like when that happened just know it happened. Today was a realisation that I’m still doing it to some degree that it is still a thing… not quite missing years but can lose myself for periods and I operate on auto pilot almost every day in some fashion.
I tend to avoid drugs and don’t drink alcohol so this is still trauma I’m carrying I think.
A few months ago, I had a horrifying experience
I’m sorry that happened, I know I’ve probably been out and about and not been aware of it happening but it is scary when you have put things in places and can’t remember, I have been doing that a lot recently.
down with cis