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  • Science (biology, computation, statistics)
  • Gaming (rhythm, rogue-like/lite, other generic 1-player games)
  • Autism & related (I have diagnosis)
  • Bad takes on philosophy
  • Bad takes on US political systems & more US stuff

I’m not knowledgeable about most other things

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  • Is there a bright side?

    To be fair I might have exaggerated a bit… I can navigate my way around pretty advanced statistics/machine learning stuff, it’s just that I don’t have enough fundamentals to call myself a programmer; I assume most of my classmates are similar. But on the positive end, there are a lot more advanced methods in biomedical research now. People used a lot of cutting-edge machine learning in biomedical research (case in point: IBM and DeepMind had biomedicine in mind when they are trying to diss chess champions with AI models). Also there are some very competent programmers/research groups who ended up building open source bioinformatics tools that everyone could use, even though it seems against the hyper-competitive trend of biomedical research. So even if individual labs couldn’t do much, there are indeed better tools/pipelines available now

    Are there jobs out there?

    I… think a lot of research labs/pharmas are still pretty desperate for competent (or just any) bioinformaticians? Not in computational biology/methods development though, that field is too competitive even for me (and there are a surprisingly large amount of AI/ML/LLM slop)




  • Second this, and I also agree that this comes with a lot of caveat…

    Biology as a field has an issue with looking down on anyone without a PhD and sometimes people can get weird over it; there are also LLMs and machine learning bullshit (I’ve dealt with some personally); and frankly the most in-demand skill is bioinformatics, not traditional CS… but yeah it is not a bad field

    Personally though… I might be giving bad advice here, but I find some bioinformatics tools rather poorly maintained. This is FastQC which is one of the more important tools in bioinformatics data processing, and… yeah its GitHub records look like that, most are way less maintained. I always wonder if some of these projects could use some help with maintenance



  • Chinese. I… don’t think China accepts immigration, so I don’t think it matters what most Chinese people think of Americans. Not that I think China would be an ideal expat destination for most Americans anyway… China also have most of the problems US have. Maybe for some highly accomplished scientists/business executives who can be offered a job (since China is spending a lot on R&D), but that’s probably it

    As someone who lived in the US for a long time and actively considered this?

    • Northern European countries are nice for anyone who doesn’t mind living like a vampire; there is basically no sunlight in winter, but they are probably the best in terms of providing what an “average person” wants and needs
    • There are countries here and there which have low cost-of-living and high quality-of-life, assuming that I only want to be an “expat” who wants to live temporarily and am not trying to find work there (remote work, savings, or something else). My parents insist that Thailand fits this category; I believe several South American countries fit the bill as well
    • Realistically, if I actually want to immigrate, it will probably end up being one of the random EU countries, whichever I can get in via ancestry or find a job in…


  • I don’t hate income tax. But from my personal experience, when I was a young lad with no political leaning, seeing a quarter of my first paycheck just… disappear into the void (what I thought back then) definitely made me feel something not great

    I mean right now I can see that an income tax system is at the very least a “necessary evil”, but I could also see how ppl without a fuller perspective of things might interpret this as almost theft (the evil guvunment stole muh money!!!)



  • Nothing, and it’s not because I don’t play mobile games. I have a GrapheneOS phone that is so insulated from modern technology that it can barely run Uber/Lyft… so I keep games on my computers and tablets. Me having a bunch of gadgets (I have a Steam Deck and a dedicated tablet for mobile games) helps too

    And… speaking of this topic. I am slightly competitive on a mobile gacha game at the moment; almost no serious players for these “mobile game” play on phone because screen too small, so they end up using the PC clients anyway…



  • If I count everywhere in the world… When I was growing up, me and my parents ended up renting some absolutely atrocious apartments that were close to where I went to school. The worst one was my middle school apartment… it was a tiny 1-bedroom for the three of us, don’t think it had a real kitchen, AC barely works (actually I couldn’t recall if it even had an AC), toilet clogged every other day, and once in summer the hot water broke down for an extended time and I had to take showers at the swimming pool I visit… To be fair, my parents grew up when China was a 3rd world country, so I guess the 3rd world country haven’t left them at that time

    If I only count in the US… It was not that bad per se, but I lived in a shady 500 sqft tiny house next to the one bar in my college town for two years. It definitely felt quite shady and wasn’t exactly quiet at night. I’ve also had issues with the AC/heating and the metal pipe bursting once in winter. This place also gave me a peculiar core memory in college… I used to have a bucket by the front door to wash my car; once my school’s football team had a big victory, and the next morning the bucket was just gone

    Also honorable mentions to my AirBnB adventures when I was younger… which includes once when I saw my landlord being put under house arrest as I was returning to the bnb, once when I think I shared a place with a drug dealer, and once I managed to get myself homeless in NYC at 3am in the morning because the host didn’t give me the room code & I couldn’t get in the building


  • … sorry, you asked the wrong person for it, I’m as clueless about Chinese social media/young people culture as any regular American is, and my parents being in their 60s don’t help.

    If it is just my observation, I do think Chinese society seems… 1) a bit behind culturally compared to most of the Western world despite China’s technological advancements, and 2) seem to be almost emulating Japan’s contemporary culture (which is culturally very conservative)? If these two points hold true, I guess the logical answer is that LGBT is pretty bad. I will have to go to some bars/clubs and underground scene to check for myself though, I could be very wrong

    No idea about Musk though. Although China does have several Chinese companies making a ton of domestically-produced electric vehicles so… I guess he was kind of a savior??


  • In short, I was on F-1 and yeah it was US politics. In long… see below. I guess I don’t care about accidentally doxxing myself anymore

    This is a casual convo community and I don't want to talk too much politics without a CW so here it is

    I was on F-1 the entire time, 2024-2025 on OPT. I submitted my green card application in 2023, but 1) I’m Chinese and Chinese/Indian people have to wait on a waitlist for several years (sometimes decades), and 2) I’m not that talented to apply for the first priority employment-based green card (usually ppl apply for that after a few years of postdoc anyway).

    I went to the US in 2015 for school. That was also when Trump became president and US-China relations were… deteriorating, fast; relations didn’t improve by much during Biden either. I heard lots of horror stories (many from ppl I personally know, back then I was still high-masking autistic so I actually had acquaintances) about Chinese students going home to visit family and never able to come back… after paying for their tuition and everything. Even those who didn’t face issues had to wait 1-2 months for a new entry visa and those visas often only lasted one year. Sooo… because of all of that, the last time I came back to China was in 2016, and from Spring 2017 - Summer 2025 I never left US borders.

    Still, I was too illiterate about politics to care, and my parents being both centrist/slightly conservative (the Reagan type) didn’t help, so I ended up staying put in the US, even did a PhD here. I was in love with Chicago and wanted to move there, and I ended up taking a job at Northwestern University… I also thought Harris would be president, and I would be somehow set for life

    So Trump 2025 fucking ruined my life in every conceivable way possible. On career: Northwestern’s uni president was a wimp who tried to bow down to every request the administration made, so no one had funding/money… so it was basically either I quit my position or get fired. Since there was little/no scientific funding it is basically impossible to find a job anywhere else (not even accounting for autism, I had a very rough time securing a position in the first place). On personal life: I am very obviously Asian, and I fear for my life in consideration of US’s amazing history of the Chinese Exclusion Act, treatment of Japanese ppl during WW2, xenophobia during height of COVID, … And that is not mentioning the cost of living increases as ppl in academic research don’t make much to begin with. Even on completely unrelated things: I needed an authorization from the Dept of Agriculture for my cats’ international health certificate, and even that is delayed because of course it would

    So yeah, I don’t feel safe in the US anymore, both on the career front and my personal safety. I was already considering going to the EU for a few years while waiting on my green card appli, so why would I stay in the US any longer at this rate… I still find it ironic that despite me being heavily critical of many things in China, there would be a point in my life that China feels like a safer place to be than the US


  • Oh boy… first of all sorry to hear that.

    I guess by your metric the censorship is pretty harsh here as most of the popular “foreign sites” are not accessible without a VPN/Tor connection/etc. Not having YouTube is indeed quite annoying, I watch a lot of edutainment and silly videos for relaxation… and for the past two weeks I am mostly limited to my copy of modded Skyrim (which doesn’t require internet)… aaand maybe the two gacha games I’m playing if my VPN plays nice (I think I have to drop one of them now, the game server keeps refusing to log me in)

    I haven’t been in China long enough to try things out yet, but I think the philosophy seems to be block all foreign sources and create Chinese versions of them. So for locals there are stuff like Bilibili and Youku which in theory would offer similar levels of entertainment/edutainment so… I’m still planning to stay in the EU as a next step, but if that doesn’t pan out then I will try to adapt to Chinese culture a bit more

    On the topic of statelessness… I honestly don’t know. I am sure the PRC does not like ppl who openly speak against the government though, so I guess that is no longer an option… maybe, just maybe even Vietman and Thailand would be better places to live, they might also be authoritarian in naming but at least they are not this ridiculous