So i still have depression and im constantly bored, i feel like a loser who cant do anything right. I want to let my creativeness out, make something i can share with the world or family, but im probably dreaming too big. I cant stand being depressed and bored, it stinks, everyone tells me to work out but i lack the motivation to do so.
i usually just watch youtube all day while complaining to family members that have no idea what to do about me.
Oh why? It needs quite some attention to detail… You can focus 100% and forget the world around you and forget all your problems. (I’m not sure if that is a good thing in the long run.)
But it is rewarding. You’ll get a sense of achievement quite fast. And after some time you’ll be able to do useful stuff. And it’s usually a very creative thing to do.