it’s probably the main reason why nobody talks to you anymore. is because you’re constantly asking irrelevant questions and never add anything to the conversation unless it’s about something you want to talk about or something you like which you’re also confused about. and people are tired of having to explain shit to you, you’re also not very good at following instructions. because instead of just following instructions as required you’re always asking irrelevant questions as to why they are instead of just doing what you need to

Obviously. You’re so engrossed in your own thoughts that’s why you never have an answer for anything or can provide any input

You’re always doubting yourself. That’s the biggest issue everyone has with you is that you don’t trust your own judgment.

It’s like you constantly need approval and no one respects you bc they feel like they need to lead and babybsit a grown ass man.

you have a severe sense of Self Doubt, and it’s the reason why you haven’t sought out your passion or do things you love. your issue is that you’re not confident in your own intellect and trust your own judgment because your fate of failure and you can’t recognize that failure is just a part of life’s process and learning and becoming better at what you failed at in the first place.