I literally got it from a famous trans author who is an anarchist and makes this stuff with her DIY collective and she offered me hormones and I was like all hemming and hawing on signal and shit but I said yes, why would I not, I have so many indications that I am not cis. It is supposed to be good for 10 months, this vial. But I am scared, I have never injected anything except for my GF’s GLP-1 agonist for her. Also I don’t know if I am a woman! I think I am not a guy, but I would rather be without gender! I want my pretty eyes to be focused on my GF’s as I use a strap on her, my cock has always been pretty useless anyway. I kinda have tits already a little without any hormones, like I might have gynecomastia a little and I kinda love it. I want them to be bigger. But do I talk to a therapist about this shit? I feel like they are just gonna gaslight gatekeep girlboss give me spiro and estradiol pills, when I have the girly juice injectable right here with me. I want to be a butch lesbian, I have always thought of myself as a “male lesbian” liking women in a gay way as well as wanting to top and suck off penis havers too, I am a pan service top for all genders and I want to have titties too. I guess I could just see how my body responds to it. I am still kinda wonderin though. I was allowed to be genderqueer as a child in the 1990s but I was genderqueer as a child in the 1990s and my first friends didn’t understand that I thought I was a boy even though I was wearing a pink cute dress like the other 5 year old girls, and then I was so traumatized by that day that I only remember crying and asking my parents to get me shorts “like the boys” and that magnet kindergarten was the crucible in which shame over myself and my gender and my ability to detect people trying to lie to me and take advantage of me (those pokemon card trades/ethics governing them really stick with a bitch!!) was forged. So yeah IDK if I am a woman but I am not a cruel shitty boring cis white man, I have never been that even though society projected that on me and punished me for not living up to the standards they set. Fuck that. I won’t be a failed, sad man. I should be a happy nonbinary thing. Or a woman. IDK. Not a man though.
You can suggest whatever you like. Whenever anyone mentions DIY HRT the posts are always flooded by people from outside the community telling OP not to take it.
People don’t spontaneously decide to do DIY specifically when perfectly available HRT is right there. Every person who considers it has a reason why they are considering it. It is extremely western to assume that any nation has freely accessible legal routes to access HRT. Most western nations don’t even have it freely accessible, and instead the path to access is completely gatekept by medical establishments arguing whether or not we even deserve access to it to begin with. The standard of informed consent should be universal. It’s not even close to that. And that’s to say nothing of other nations, many of which don’t have any legal route to accessing HRT.
Long and short of it, you do not know who OP is. You are not entitled to an explanation of their circumstances or why they are considering or taking DIY HRT. You can recommend caution, you can explain why if they’ve asked you to. You can help them find legal routes if they’ve asked you for help with that. You’re not entitled to come into this safe space for transfeminine people and tell someone not to take HRT.
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It seems like there’s some fundamental miscommunication. The commment one of you mods removed never said to not take HRT. The entire focus of it was caution, other routes to get HRT along with a final encouraging note for the OP to try to be their best self.
As for the rest, previous moderation action indicates that the topic is too sensitive to be properly discussed in this space. Feel free to shoot me a DM instead if you’d like me to elaborate.