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    2 days ago

    Being in a bad place.

    I was bad for Benzos, Codeine, and Gabapentin not too long ago.

    Worst experience of my life was coming off Xanax cold turkey cause I didn’t know you could die from that.

    Fell in a canal one day and decided to just get rid of my supply, then came the worst two weeks ever.

    The sick thing is I yearn for benzos quite a lot and it’s only due to me not knowing the current darkweb markets to buy it from that stops me. Not the fact they could be laced with fentanyl. 😔

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      1 day ago

      I get it. I’m an addict at heart, but down to only THC and nicotine. Even at my worst I don’t think I would consider even half of that at the same time

      That’s amazing you were able to get off it. I know it had to be an absolute nightmare going cold turkey. Stay strong, if you can quit, you can stay done with it