Link to the recipe, it’s vegan 
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Also, be sure to properly give content warnings and put sensitive subjects behind proper spoiler tags. It’s for the mental health of not just your comrades, but yourself as well.
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I was wrong and I was lying to myself and everyone else. I’m sorry for wanting to be a part of your community and not fitting in. I think I need to try to accept myself as a person who deserves to exist before I can decide more about how I want that existence to look.
self harm
Tried to end my life unsuccessfully and spent over a week in the hospital. I might be okay being a guy, especially if I can just have the boundaries and restrictions to that lowered. I hate that being a man makes me a worse person. I know it’s gross or wrong or whatever but I do find tgirls really attractive, even if I’m not one.
Well it doesn’t really sound like you’re ok with being a guy, but that’s your call. I’m sorry you’re having such a difficult time. If in the future you change your mind, you can be one of us - if you want.
Before you do anything rash or put labels on things, why dont you try the nice femme up stuff like a skirt and nail polish.
Learning to accept yourself and love/forgive yourself is definitely important.