roungly one year diffrence here 31.03.25 and 31.03.26
finally comfortable in my body
im saved my life by not afraid by DIY HRT at all
im egg cracked at end of 14yo then make ultimatum hrt as soon as possible or $uicide
then at 15yo, coming out 21.06.24, wars with mom, i tried to start first at 28.07.24 but failed because of mom, my mom even wanted to su!cide because im trans…major dissociation depression
then infinite wars with mom two antipsychptics which made me close up to brain damage it was terrible ADHD-like state, akathesia, tremor, etc then psychosis because of antipsychotics then psychiatric hospital then new pills saved me and fixed my sociaphobia with mom and gave hypomania which was very useful and im opened fully to my mom and get on hrt 28.03.25
hopefully i dont get any changes from test0st!rone in this hard gap
2024 was terrble and hard but it we need strengh to survive
unlike many stereotypes about russian psych hospitals mine was okay, young doctors, they dont pressed me, just asking questions and gave working pills, and even friendly patiens mostly they attemped suicide or selfharm and was okay
but rules are terrible, time was hard to pass, soviet books either television
but doctor in private clinic which put me my mom since 02.07.24 was terrible stereotypal soviet doc with “30 years experience” which put me to hospital from him private clinic at 26.11.24
also 2024 was diagnostics diagnostics by mom, MRI, bloodwork, ultrasound, psychatrist, psychologist(which give me schizophrenia after 15 min) and many other
also forget to tell i was harrased on the first attempt of hrt in 2024, by mom brother liters of men sweat, men strengh, men men men, he wanted to fix me but made worse said to the ear that im dont right that is not from good life etc plus they called police then ambulance to give some shit injection to me
Its incredible the difference in your aura. Genuinely sorry its been a tough journey, but it looks like the other side was worth it 😁 keep your head up!
year of hell either all life dysphoria hell in men body
definitly better survive one year of hell
and parents supportive also now becayse they see i feel MUCH better
dysphoria was very hard before
even my country regime did better with transphobic law to start DIY not waiting 256356 years with doctors to get “offical way”, honestly i made huge research and im better than some endos now,one con of law that im cant put new gender market now but i dont care i can change name to Avery Erin because it gender neutral
Congrats and sorry to hear about everything you had to go through
its short version…
Wow, life is back in your eyes in the more recent pic ♥️ Very happy for you, you deserve the very best life has to offer and I’m glad you are here to inspire us.