Finally on the road to getting therapy. I did go to a psychologist, it just turns out my country does not have therapy in hospitals, just specific companies that hire psychologists to offer therapy. At least going to the psych at the hospital put me on track for a legal gender change.
I am actually using this summer well, making sure to read at least a little every day and working out consistently. Going to buy men’s clothing when money isn’t so tight(next month).
acousticgender.space (it gets affected by accents and can only reliably parse English but it’s a great tool for comparing different voices you do)
https://www.evernote.com/shard/s204/sh/a412f232-e612-439c-b01e-9054631c31e3/971c206b31f0c3dad156c16de159609b - Detailed document for beginners. Explains the anatomy of voice training too which really helped me(voice trained to hide I’m on T).