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I feel anxious if I have appointment with a doctor for normal test or diagnosis, I feel anxious about having any new thing introduced to my uneventful days, no matter it’s significance.

Sadly, I saw 3 different professionals, it does not work.

I was expecting that they won’t have a magic phrase to say and solve my issues before I go to them and I partially went due to the advice of the people around me.

After going and finding out myself, I can confirm that I was right.

Temporary pleasures don’t fill the void.

It would work for small amount of hours before returning to the void of nothingness.

Dice rolls.

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