I’m in a fun mix of both where I’m hopeful for the future that I don’t expect to live to see. But other people will and it’ll be great.

I’m fully doomer for the states. Just assume I’ll either be dead or I’ll be fighting for my old ass life God knows where. At this phase I’m just assuming I need to learn skills to become more self reliant

Same. I keep organizing despite that, but I feel like a shell of a person as of late.