I couldn’t finish reading this, when I read this out loud: “I don’t want to be cuckolded by someone else’s pretty network-TV values.” all the nearby dogs started barking.
E: seems a bit like a younger person who is now going through some trauma about how much influence they really have vs how much they imagined they had when they were 12 and now they are at risk of replacing that with nihilism tinted with far right dog-whistles (and as they keep searching for new values, and the nihilism turns out to also provide none they will just turn far right (if they aren’t there already looking at the ‘globohomo’ blog (the blog is also fucking weird, look at the other things posted, it is just a massive list of blog posts all at the same day/days and a quick check (about 5 articles) shows the globohomo post is the only one with any upvotes) post they linked at). I think one of the more annoying problems of LW is that you simply cannot talk about this, you cannot go ‘“globohomo”, “cuck” wtf you really need to read some other things than trash, you are poisoning your own brain’.
RE: the followup edit. God, that is sad, and par for the course. Removed from context, I resonate with the youthful hopefulness of thinking you’ll change the world, followed by the slightly less youthful hopelessness that changing the world in any meaningful way is much harder than what was quoted. Staying in the orbit of LW, NRx and other right/far right corners of the blagosphere is definitely not setting oneself up for success.
Also yes in their attempts to moderate and elevate their level of discourse, they’ve hamstrung themselves in many ways, least of all in being able to tell this dude to stop and get some help. It’s like 10% of why they seem so humorless, self-serious, and unable to change (the last 90% is because they are humorless, self-serious, and unable to change)
seems a bit like a younger person who is now going through some trauma about how much influence they really have vs how much they imagined they had when they were 12
This really resonates. Unfortunately I think that’s right. Having this epiphany, this existential correction, about ones self, has either the possibility to create true life long wisdom or, irrecoverable life long self loathing, and from my experience it comes down to the quality of this person’s relationships to lean on when confronting the internal fear of mortality.
So it’s sad to see but this is another example of the latter and not the former.
I hate this phrase but this is “saying the quiet part out loud” in action.
I couldn’t finish reading this, when I read this out loud: “I don’t want to be cuckolded by someone else’s pretty network-TV values.” all the nearby dogs started barking.
E: seems a bit like a younger person who is now going through some trauma about how much influence they really have vs how much they imagined they had when they were 12 and now they are at risk of replacing that with nihilism tinted with far right dog-whistles (and as they keep searching for new values, and the nihilism turns out to also provide none they will just turn far right (if they aren’t there already looking at the ‘globohomo’ blog (the blog is also fucking weird, look at the other things posted, it is just a massive list of blog posts all at the same day/days and a quick check (about 5 articles) shows the globohomo post is the only one with any upvotes) post they linked at). I think one of the more annoying problems of LW is that you simply cannot talk about this, you cannot go ‘“globohomo”, “cuck” wtf you really need to read some other things than trash, you are poisoning your own brain’.
RE: your original comment. Reminded me of this LW post from half a year ago (discussed here)
RE: the followup edit. God, that is sad, and par for the course. Removed from context, I resonate with the youthful hopefulness of thinking you’ll change the world, followed by the slightly less youthful hopelessness that changing the world in any meaningful way is much harder than what was quoted. Staying in the orbit of LW, NRx and other right/far right corners of the blagosphere is definitely not setting oneself up for success.
Also yes in their attempts to moderate and elevate their level of discourse, they’ve hamstrung themselves in many ways, least of all in being able to tell this dude to stop and get some help. It’s like 10% of why they seem so humorless, self-serious, and unable to change (the last 90% is because they are humorless, self-serious, and unable to change)
This really resonates. Unfortunately I think that’s right. Having this epiphany, this existential correction, about ones self, has either the possibility to create true life long wisdom or, irrecoverable life long self loathing, and from my experience it comes down to the quality of this person’s relationships to lean on when confronting the internal fear of mortality.
So it’s sad to see but this is another example of the latter and not the former.