BIGGER AND MORE PRIDEFUL THAN EVER BEFORE trans-ferret trans-hydra

  • magi [null/void]@hexbear.netM
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    4 months ago

    I don’t think I could ever sing. I think a symptom of my autism and going years without speaking. I’m figuratively and literally quiet. I don’t speak much

    • DerEwigeAtheist [she/her, comrade/them]@hexbear.net
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      4 months ago

      As a child I always sang to my toys, it’s a facet of mine that I have been rediscovering.

      If you want to, you can just hum(I prefer some hiking songs, but shantys, , the internationale or similar, work just as well) to yourself while walking, following the tact of your steps.

      And people always tell me that I talk too much, but funnily enough fast talking and making jokes saved my ass a few times.

      I heard that voice underuse is a common problem for many trans people that are dysphoric about their voice.

      • magi [null/void]@hexbear.netM
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        4 months ago

        If you want to, you can just hum

        Oh I do this lol

        I’ve never been dysphoric with my voice, I’ve always been quiet. Not sure if it’s related to my autism or not. I did train my voice within a week but it’s not related to my quiet speaking soviet-hmm

        Though I do have a lot of trauma which may have messed with me too when I was a kid.

        Apology below

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        Also I’m not trying to be a dick, I’m intersex so my voice was always androgynous and I only had to go up an octave… I’m not trying to flex I’m sorry if that comes across as such…

        • DerEwigeAtheist [she/her, comrade/them]@hexbear.net
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          Eh, no problem, no need to apologize, everyone’s transition is different after all. I just think making sounds/music with my voice is fun, and like to share that, but not everyone needs to also want that.

          • magi [null/void]@hexbear.netM
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            4 months ago

            I thought I’d replied to this but it seems to have been lost.

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            I’m always paranoid of saying something wrong because of my autism… I can be very matter of fact like I’ll just say things causally then when I re-read (yes I re-read and edit things a lot…) and worry that I’ve said something like a flex, I don’t like upsetting people and I’ve had people misconstrue my intent loads to the point of being driven out of spaces , so I felt I had to make it clear or at least as clear as my autistic anxious ass can be