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Just messaging guys on Grindr. They weren’t all in the room at once, it was a revolving door situation.

I’ve had trains run on me before, one right after another, but never a proper gang bang. A few threesomes - having guys take turns or spit roast, but only two dudes at once.

The federated horny world is not nearly as active as Reddit NSFW communities. Going to be mostly straight/bi dudes and fairly conventional stuff.

A pillory does sound very fun - I want to learn some basic wood working to make some stocks.

Institutionalized chattel slavery is really my biggest fantasy. Being microchipped would be “officially” being registered as the property of another person.

I like the idea of being somewhere in between pet/livestock/object, and a microchip works well for that.

I’m less into orgasms, and more seeking a certain kind of headspace. I don’t really orgasm from penetration and I don’t like receiving oral or being played with that much. But there is a sort of psychological pleasure stage that is like a non physical orgasm, which can have different senses to it depending on the partner and the activity.

I think the last time I really got there, a guy pissed on me and then fucked me raw afterwards. Versus having two guys take turns on me hooded and tied. Degradation in the first versus just being an object in the second.

Being branded or microchipped - cold branding is apparently a thing and fairly safe/temporary, so I might try it someday.

I have quite a few fantasies that I wouldn’t survive, but sometimes I’ve thought if I was diagnosed with something terminal, getting fucked in a guillotine would be so fun.

I like shirt and socks. I usually mask and cover up most of my upper body, because I like the objectification of just being an ass up in the air. The shirt and socks are usually some of my art project things, so it also helps create the separation between day me and night me.

Similarly, I like when a guy just drops his pants and slides in. Glory hole vibes.

Choking is extremely dangerous, and it’s important that anyone who wants to do it really really really reads up on how to do it “safely” (you are not eliminating risk.)

It’s just so weird how it’s almost normalized in sex, when it’s far more dangerous than spanking, whipping, flogging, piercing, fire play, cupping, bondage, blood play, cold branding, electro……

It’s sorta like intox in that the most harmful “kinky” sexual practices seem to be mainstream (look at mainstream porn)

The only time I’ve actually cum from vaginal penetration, or really experienced an orgasm from something someone else has done to me was from being flogged to the point of bleeding in a fucking machine at maximum speed while being choked.

It really depends on a bunch of factors. The person giving me the pain has to enjoy it, has to help me get to the appropriate headspace and also has to know how to administer pain in a way that I can trust they know what they are doing. I had a dom for many years that refused to do warmups, and that just sucked all the time.

I’ve been penetrated vaginally with knives and wartenberg wheels. I’ve invited men over to misgender me, choke me with a belt, piss on me, beat me until I bruised and bled… but they start with showing me that they know how to flog properly (watch for backsplash and kidney hits) and work up from there.

But I also hate receiving oral sex, biting, and anal. Those are all “too rough” for me.