I really need a haircut, haven’t had one in about a decade. There’s nothing actually stopping me from getting a haircut, and there are tons of trans-friendly places here to get a haircut within walking distance, and I would probably look pretty adorable with bangs, and it would make it easier for me to wear my cute cosplay wigs without squeezing my brain…
BDD ranting
But I have such bad haircut anxiety. My dysmorphia goes so fucking nuts about my hair that I don’t even like my bf touching it. There’s nothing wrong with it, I have long pretty hair, but I still get worries that one day I’m just going to magically wake up looking like my dad even though I’m taking basically every medical measure to prevent that.
Anyways I think I’m gonna try and schedule something this weekend and then get really fucking stoned and hope the fun house clown mirror disease doesn’t ruin my day.
good luck!! it’s so scary messing with hair, but I think saying fuck it and just scheduling is the best way to break a multi-year build up of anxiety and stress about it
I really need a haircut, haven’t had one in about a decade. There’s nothing actually stopping me from getting a haircut, and there are tons of trans-friendly places here to get a haircut within walking distance, and I would probably look pretty adorable with bangs, and it would make it easier for me to wear my cute cosplay wigs without squeezing my brain…
BDD ranting
But I have such bad haircut anxiety. My dysmorphia goes so fucking nuts about my hair that I don’t even like my bf touching it. There’s nothing wrong with it, I have long pretty hair, but I still get worries that one day I’m just going to magically wake up looking like my dad even though I’m taking basically every medical measure to prevent that.
Anyways I think I’m gonna try and schedule something this weekend and then get really fucking stoned and hope the fun house clown mirror disease doesn’t ruin my day.
good luck!! it’s so scary messing with hair, but I think saying fuck it and just scheduling is the best way to break a multi-year build up of anxiety and stress about it