If you’re in a good environment, it’s going to go like this:
Oh my god, I’m so scared/excited --> nobody is really saying anything, is this normal!? --> hm, the excitement is dying down, maybe I just do this for the thrill --> I’m very calm, not even thinking about what I’m wearing, this feels normal and I love it --> presenting masc now feels harder
If you’re in a good environment, it’s going to go like this:
Oh my god, I’m so scared/excited --> nobody is really saying anything, is this normal!? --> hm, the excitement is dying down, maybe I just do this for the thrill --> I’m very calm, not even thinking about what I’m wearing, this feels normal and I love it --> presenting masc now feels harder
At least that’s how it was for me